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Happy Chinese New Year

2012-01-21T08:49:00.000-08:00

又新年了。

又一年沒有新年氣氛的年。

又是必須考試讀書沒紅包的年

又沒豬肉乾沒黃梨餅沒團圓飯的農曆新年

我還真是“年年有今日，歲歲有今朝”啊。

2008那一年的新年將是我最後一年的新年，除非2012不是世界末日（偷學五月天阿信,哈哈哈）

我一定會在2013年把我這四年的精神損失給追討回來，走著瞧！

我要過新年！

言語的表達

2011-11-11T09:59:00.000-08:00

當我看回自己最後上載的文章，我才瞭解自己有多麼久沒更新了。

生活很好，真的。

上學不忙。若忙，忙裡偷閒乃是看家本領。

上班不累。若累，苦中做樂是我生活絕技。

如果說最近真的有甚麼事能讓我有深深的感觸，那絕對是不捨。

不捨得離開，因為拋不下習慣

不捨得道別，因為承受不起眼淚

天下不散之筵席，臨別時，希望還有揮手說再見的笑容。

思想

2011-08-21T23:43:00.000-07:00

人生里的空閒是得來不易的坦然

黯然的時候難免會想找尋慰籍

試想想

人還是自私的

不可能會有無私的人

每個人往往都會在不同時候，場合，地點去迎合別人的需求

而，如果幸運之神願意眷顧您，那你的願望就會實現

考完期末考的我，只想要去旅行，但，可惜的是，這只是一場歡喜一場空。

No elaboration :(

2011-08-07T18:21:00.001-07:00

It's a bad weekend.

Woke up late, missed the bus.

Got the wrong message, and did the wrong thing.

Geez!

May 27, 2011

2011-05-27T20:15:00.001-07:00

It has been a while for me to update my blog.

Summer school has started and due to the busy-ness I had for last semester, I found out that the summer courses I'm taking now are pretty much relaxing @.@

I have only 2-3 hours of classes per day. And it is totally so different from what I used to have during normal fall/winter classes. I usually need to go for lab for either 2-3 hours per week! However, this easy-going courses has driven me to a lazy, reluctant, life. I'm so so so unmotivated to start my revision for a midterm this coming Monday! I have 6 chapters to study and yet, not even one chapter has completed now. RIP.

For me, I think summer sch is started and going in a very fast pace. Final exam timetable has scheduled and it's just 3 more weeks to go =O How fast it is.

My mum asked me whether I wanna go back Msia onot a couple weeks ago. I was shocked that she asked me that as I thought she always encourages me to stay here. It's gonna be my Grandma's b'day in July and I know I'm gonna miss a big family gathering by then =(

If you ask me whether I will go back to M'sia or not if I've the chance to choose it all over again, I will say, Yes, I will. Yet, I wouldn't want to be back for 4 months anymore. 2 months might be just perfect.

IF I go back to M'sia, I am able to:-

- See my family

- Visit my grandparents

- Meet up with friends

- Have a slacking life

- Drive all the way to a certain place just to grab a drink =.=

- Eat whatever I want

- Last but not least, celebrate my 21st b'day in M'sia =D

ANYWAY, it's just a dreammmm...... *Alarm's ringing!* Ops, it's time to wake up =(

May 1st

2011-05-01T14:18:00.000-07:00

Shalalala it's MAY!

I'm just busy re-arranging and cleaning my room!

It's a rainy day, hope that the hotpot plan works tonight :)

That's how life is.

2011-04-30T08:18:00.000-07:00

When you are not in a good mood, I guarantee you will pose a "NO ENTRY" sign on your face to warn people "don't deal with me".

I some sort come across some thoughts when something happens around me.

-People don't really will say NO to any thing. They will not respond to be exact. They will just leave not responding there so that they can still have the right to place "attending" at the very last minute.

-When you are pissed at a person, you will just pissed off every single thing that person did. You will change the way you used to respond to it. Oh damn, that sucks. And eventually, when you calm down and think about it, you will realize how childish you are.

- At a moment, you think that you were treated unequally. By do think about it, do you even treat that person well? That person might care more about you than you do. Don't complaint.

Colors of Life

2011-04-12T23:27:00.000-07:00

When you are down, you think that life is black;

when you are moody, you think that life is brown;

when you are chilling, you think that life is light green;

when you are angry, you think that life is green;

when you are calm, you think that life is blue;

when you wanna be mysterious, you think that life is purple;

when you are in love, you think that life is pink;

when you have no worries, you think that life is orange;

when you have nothing to do, you think that life is yellow.

No title

2011-03-12T10:28:00.000-08:00

My gosh. Goosebumps keep rising. Is it because of my feeling or just merely because of weather?

I don't know.

I just lost an initial point. Everything's changed!

Fortunately, I have m&m to cheer me up. Thanks to m&m factory.

=)

2011-02-28T19:21:00.000-08:00

Easy come, easy go.

Tons of work to do after reading week. Yet, I did not spend my reading week wisely with my assignment and test revision.

Went for an exciting Blue Mountain trip ;)

Anyway, I just wanna bury myself with text book. Be a NERD! Ciao!

“兔”气扬梅

2011-01-30T13:09:00.001-08:00

新年到，喜气洋洋；财神到，炮声连连

第三年了。这是我第三年没有庆祝新年。我自己跟很多朋友说，我最在乎的日子就是新年。

CountDown for 2011 的时候，我只是觉得，哦，又一年。可能我是传统的老人吧，我好喜欢倒数年初一的来临。

我觉的人真的是蛮犯贱的。很多人都是这么觉得。你从来不会去珍惜你有的东西，你有得庆祝的节日，你有得吃的东西，好比黄梨饼。

－“你羡慕我那要不要跟我交换”－

一半

2011-01-23T13:45:00.000-08:00

喝酒的伴一起看电影的伴
早午晚餐的那个伴
朋友不能留得太晚
明天要上班
唱K的伴一起去旅行的伴
听懂我的笑话的伴
我的生活只差那个人就美满
快乐剩一人分享快乐就只剩一半
喝一碗汤
心怎么都不够暖
这张被单这张睡床
再舒服都觉得太宽
没人分享幸福就只剩一半
就算把日子都填满
节日却提醒我孤单
没有想法有想法又能怎样
只能写部落格整晚
几个留言安慰不了心里的遗憾
没有负担原来也是种负担
自由多得让人心慌
你羡慕我那要不要跟我交换
快乐剩一人分享快乐就只剩一半
喝一碗汤
心怎么都不够暖
这张被单这张睡床
再舒服都觉得太宽
没人分享幸福就只剩一半
努力把日子填满
别来提醒我多孤单
快乐剩一人分享快乐就只剩一半
喝一碗汤
心怎么都不够暖
这张被单这张睡床
再舒服都觉得太宽
没人分享幸福就只剩一半
就算把日子都填满
没人知道我多孤单

I'm just dealing with food

2011-01-14T22:59:00.000-08:00

I'm kinda interested in cooking now. I like to make it pretty yet simple :P

A healthy porridge + Vege (With red, orange, yellow and green colors)

Using available resources to provide an awesome outcome!

I like this =D Just put everything into boiled water accordingly. That's it.

What drama I addict to recently?

2011-01-09T07:55:00.000-08:00

Secret Garden!!

Gil ra Im and Kim Joo Woon!

Arrr, really love this drama a lot. It's sooo funny! Can't stop laughing when I watched it. Yet, can you imagine someone who got sore throat laughed unstoppably? (It's like a witch, HOHOHO =P)

Watch it if you have free time! If you are busy with assignment and test, watch it during your holiday then. LOL

2+0-1=1

2010-12-31T09:19:00.001-08:00

What does 2010 meant for you?

When life goes on, what thing will always remained in your mind forever ever?

Days in 2010 had let me go for an exciting roller coaster ride.

I shouted, I cried, I laughed.

I closed my eyes when I'm afraid. I consoled myself when I was down.

Thanks to everyone who had ever spent a single second with me.

I truly appreciate existence of everyone in my life.

Always grateful that my family members and friends are always there when I need them.

Some friends let me know how to live independently. Some friends had taught me a lesson of how to handle thing by your ownself.

I ever think that I am strong to encounter my problem and being alone is not a big deal. But who knows, an incident had turned me to be a coward.

I was traumatized. I don't dare to go out at night, I don't dare to go to a certain place alone. I scare of crowd. And luckily, time cures to a certain extent. No matter how scare I am, I still need to learn how to overcome it. No one is always taken the responsibility to be with you every 24 hours. So, learning how to be alert on your surrounding was a big lesson for me in 2010.

2011 is a new year. What's going to happen is going to add on to what'd happened. Let's everything be new. Save all memories in a document as "2010" and close it. "2011" is gonna be the new document file :)

My Favourite Drinks

2010-12-12T17:48:00.001-08:00

Teh Tarik is my all time favourite =)

Drinking it with a mug with "Miss Understood" Well said!

La La La! I love teh tarik with bubbles!

Brewed coffee (Bold). Don't add milk. Brown sugars are good. It's just like kopi-O I miss the most from M'sia :)

*Our friends think of us as an odd couple; but we only think it's odd when we are apart*

因为你

2010-12-12T17:38:00.000-08:00

谢谢你一直以来都在包容我的任性，顽固，和不理性。

每当我对你发脾气后，我都觉得很抱歉。

很气自己为什么语气不会好一点。

对不起常没挪出时间给你。

谢谢你每一次的体谅。我珍惜，我感激。

3 down 3 to go

2010-12-09T08:59:00.000-08:00

Wow, I have done 3 papers! But, I keep telling Sai that my exam is just started!

Some people don't really understand what is that mean.

But it actually MEANS that, the horrific week is just gonna begun! 3 biology papers left.

Bio315- Human Cell Biology. Okay, I've to deal with all protein-protein interaction, microtubule actin movement, signal transduction, protein targeting sequence BLA BLA BLA BLA =.=

Bio205- Ecology. Have to deal with organism population, growth, extinction.

From economic-based, I've changed from microeconomic to macroeconomic view. From cell to population O.O

Last but not least, Bio370-Microbiology. ALL BACTERIA AND THEIR PROPERTIES. wtf right? Mycobacterium, Escherichia, gram postive, flagellum BLA BLA BLA.

Okay, I know Im such an all-rounder. I learn everything. I'm awesome! @.@

EMO? What For?

2010-12-08T17:01:00.001-08:00

Hypothesis: Level of Emo is differed according to ages.

Null Hypothesis: Level of emo is same regardless how old you are.

Experimental design: Control: People who never emo (O.O)

Randomization: Select people with blinding

Replication: Replicate the experiment

Blocking: Group people with same age or same gender together.

Do whatever test that can compare, 2-proportions z-test, t-test, ANOVA, chi square bla bla bla

Since P-value is less than 0.05 at alpha level= 0.05, null hypothesis is rejected. Level of emoness is different with respect to your age. Because you learn, you feel more than you see. Yet, lurking and confounding variables might exist.

However, assumptions failed. Observational studies work better than designed experiment.

-THE END-

I'm just a nerdy woman who so sick of studying Statistics. Therefore, to overcome emoness, Eat Nong Shim :)

K.O.R.E.A.N Food!

2010-12-06T17:35:00.001-08:00

If you ask me what's my favourite food, I would answer Korean food instead of sushi! No sushi! =P (It is probably influenced by 3 days non-stop Korean meals in Melb =X)

OMG! I love this! It's kimchi with pork! The kimchi after frying was AWESOMENESSSSS! SLURPSS.

Before:

After:
(How can you resist this? =O Eat first, Gym later!)

Kimchi soup with tuna! This is so yummy! :) Sour taste of soup, tofu, vermicelli and tuna! It shall be compared to tomyam! Since there's no tomyam here, it could be the best substitute when one's craving for it.
PORK BONE SOUP! This appearance might not look nice, but DON'T JUDGE A FOOD BY ITS LOOK! Strongly recommended to eat this in Winter! It just warms u up =D

*thumbs up*

JAP CHAE! Okay, This looks good right? It tasted good too but the bottom was kinda oily.

*I'm still prefer the one I ate at the korean restaurant along Jln Ampang. hahaha =P*

Recent Addict

2010-12-06T17:28:00.000-08:00

I'm kinda addict to edit pictures nowadays. It's EASY!

Loving Starbucks-Bold Brewed Coffee nowadays. It's just awesome to have a cup of it when you're stuck in the library.

Pathway was covered by snow. It's pwetty yet depressing.

(^.^)V Food never failed to make me smile! This is so called glutton. LOL

Old song time

2010-12-02T23:35:00.000-08:00

Listening to an old song at 235am is kinda nice.

Was simply youtube-ing for something and this song was just pop out.

Comparing peng ling's version to zhang yu's, I more prefer peng ling's. Maybe, it made my goosebumps rise? Oh yea, nice song! =D

轉了一圈，風景仁然一樣

2010-11-29T14:15:00.000-08:00

自己在軌道里自轉

看到了全部的美與醜、善與惡

雨水和陽光都是旅程里的必備

獨立和堅強都是里程碑

美麗面具後的真相竟是如此不堪一擊

鬧劇總該有落幕的時機

最長的電影也希望在此時看到“劇終”

Love"D"

2010-11-20T18:44:00.000-08:00

你知道有些人是关心你的。他们的关心就是会比别人多一点，而那多出的一点往往就是能引起心中的暖流。

给你：

很谢谢你的关心。我知到你想要帮，但，不是很希望那份帮助带给你困扰。我很感激！

谢谢你愿意牺牲你会得糖尿病的风险来陪我喝teh tarik。

谢谢你的royal gold tissue，我会用它来拭泪。

谢谢你愿意借出耳朵来倾听，虽然多数听到的是牢骚和废言废语。

以及谢谢你让我知道，“你一直都在” =)

arigatoo gozaimas! =D

也许

2010-11-17T16:48:00.000-08:00

也许，有些事情你不该再执着。

因为，放不下的心，只会让它曝露在空气里，任细菌突袭。

也许，每件事情都达不到你理想的结果

但是，请相信你已经尽力

也许，你享受着高空弹跳的刺激

不过，也别忘了平地上的宁静

也许，你忘了“相信”人的能力

千万记得我在这里支持你到底：）

For "something"

2010-11-17T16:45:00.000-08:00

I'm still keep on thinking who are you wey =P But when I saw "I have not much time left", I assumed I got a hint from that.

Don't emo here! If you are emo, wo pei ni ku =)

你的倔强像孩子一样
没人愿意先放让爱打包装下
假装坚强假装阳光
伤人的真相无法掩藏也无法埋葬
太多借口是能快乐多久
不该让爱残留也许爱从消失成寂寞
我陪你哭谁能用眼泪换来幸福
剧情落幕忘记你和他拥抱的温度
谁不在乎不要委屈你要的幸福
给彼此祝福完美的谢幕

你的倔强像孩子一样
没人愿意先放让爱打包装下
假装坚强假装阳光
伤人的真相无法掩藏也无法埋葬
太多借口是能快乐多久
不该让爱残留也许爱从消失成寂寞
我陪你哭谁能用眼泪换来幸福
剧情落幕忘记你和他拥抱的温度
谁不在乎不要委屈你要的幸福
给彼此祝福完美的谢幕

越麻木越痛苦
越清醒越无助

嫉妒冲突沉默孤独
我们不如就认输
我陪你哭谁能用眼泪换来幸福
剧情落幕忘记你和他拥抱的温度
谁不在乎不要委屈你要的幸福
给彼此祝福就让我陪你哭

痛的礼物不想要走到了最后才清楚
不是结束把爱放在内心的深处
我会陪你哭最后的礼物
我会陪你哭

F means Flower?

2010-11-16T22:04:00.000-08:00

You were fooled by your life all the time!

Things go up and down! Everything comes in a cycle, or what people say "karma".

When you do something good or something that fortunes you happened, you will get upset in a few seconds, minutes, or day.

Optimistically, oh well, good thing happens.

Pessimistically, shit, it happens again!

Random note:

Women think a lot! They keep on thinking all the time!

An interesting dialogue between me and Sai:

While we were eating the chicken rice..

TL: Sai, do you think they made the chilli themselves or they bought the ready-made's?

Sai: Aiyo, eat only lah, don't think!

I'm a typical woman cos I do think all the time! Might think on why your hair look different today when I see you, why is that girl wearing the same shirt everyday, what I am going to eat later, what am I going to do after class =.=

Nothing special about me. Don't expect much.

I'm tired. Can you do it for me?

2010-11-13T09:40:00.001-08:00

I don't know why. Kinda tired of everything.

Whenever you need to mask yourselves, you are approaching to a very different you.

So many many tabs on my laptop.

I'm so sick of all these. When you grow up, you have to know how to handle yourselves with your current circumstances. I'm tired.

Fair Game

2010-11-06T20:04:00.000-07:00

When you expect the unexpected thing, then you will know how mixed the feeling is. When you are not supposed to expect the expected, then you will know how disappointment comes. Some people are passing by you everyday. You would not know how awesome they are until you gonna leave. When you started to dislike a person (not to mention hated) just because his/her act offended/annoyed you, then it eventually has masked you from discovering the best side of him/her. When you have disqualified him/her from your sight, then why wouldn't you bother to take him/her into your life? Since you could not accept the worst part of him/her, then why would you be qualified to deserve his/her best? You are kicked out from this game. Game over.

And yeah, I agree with what I had been told. It's not game over. I just lost at the beginning of this game.

Buffer solution

2010-11-03T18:22:00.000-07:00

A normal student will memorize what he/she learns and writes everything on the exam.

A hardworking student will memorize whole books and writes the best copy of the book on the exam paper.

Yet, a smart student will know how to apply the knowledge he/she gains in his/her daily lives!

A very good example is:

We should do well in our first year to create a buffer region! So that, our results in 2nd, 3rd and 4th wouldn't affect much on our CGPA! OMG, when i heard this, I'm so agree to this! Keep nodding! (I think u can't imagine how big my reaction is, LOL) (Siauhui, 2010)

Randomized random things and facts

2010-10-15T12:44:00.000-07:00

As random as it is.

-Sometimes, we take things for granted. We assume that things are supposed to be done in the way that it supposed to be. It happens all the time until we miss out the moment to show the appreciation.

-Had been experienced so many touching moments in my life. No need any fancy things, no need any planning, the "touched" can also occurred. A simple sms "jia you" received before your exam, a simple word of "I miss you" or a simple act will make you touched. "Awww" does not last for that seconds, it could last for a day or for a long week.

-I had accidentally deleted all my inbox messages past few weeks ago. If you know how full my inbox is, you would think that it's a great thing my inbox is empty now! Yay, I'm never ever choose the option "Delete All" but it happened. I just deleted allll inbox messages during my lecture =( It's a mixed feeling.

-If you know me well, you'll know that I love emo songs. Listening to variety type of songs nowadays, Korean, Cantonese, Chinese, English yet no Japanese. I'm impressed of myself that I can relate most of the songs I heard to friends' situation. Sometimes, those songs are come so coincidently in my playlist and they are matching the happening on me, my friends or their stories. Nevertheless, emo song will make you more emo, so if you want to get emo during your emo period, my playlist is designed for emo people thought. It's like roller coaster ride that makes you spinning at 360 degree but let you have a try on free fall too.

-I scare of the silence in my room. It's just silent. To overcome this, I googled "Hitz Fm" and tried to make my room filled with my familiar Eng songs. Through this, it wouldn't make me feel the loneliness and eventually, I can gain some peacefulness from it.

-There's always unsolved problem. Don't ever think that you can solve it cos everyone has limit in solving it. When you think you had get over it, try to look at the surroundings, and you will realize that, you are actually stepping on the same place.

-Don't force people intentionally to tell you the answer you want or you hope to listen. It is just a fake bubbles. Bubbles are letting you sitting, standing and sleeping in a pwetty and sweet dream. When it burst, you might lost the ability and coverage to handle it. Awful.

-When there is someone who would like to share problem with you, you should appreciate them. They trust you. You can never get a second chance if you decided to become the betrayer. Decision is made by you.

BirthdayS

2010-09-27T22:27:00.000-07:00

I thought of summarizing my birthdays throughout the years. It was actually pointless if I made the comparison, isn't?

I had celebrated my 20th birthday several times this year.

Australia

I remember Pl told me that they'll be a gathering on the forth night I was in Melb. Gathering of everyone in Melb which includes Chew Phey, Remina, Cindy, Xin Ning and Noelle. But sad to say, Noelle didn't turn up cos she had a meeting while XinNing was sick. I remembered Cp brought PC and me walked around Lygon St and such a coincident, we met Remina. She was holding a cake from Brunetti ( forgot the spelling). The excuse given by her was, Oh, I'm going to celebrate my friend's birthday later! And yea, I believe that. I took the cake from her until sending it to the restaurant. It's kinda expected. That was a birthday cake for me and Osy. Apparently she said she don't want to share birthday cake, so I got the chance to cut the b'day cake alone, by myself =)

Thanks to Cp, Pl, Cindy and Remina for celebrating my birthday with me =D

Malaysia

Soon Ting Ting and Sinkai bought a slice of Secret Recipe cake for me. They supposed to pass me the cake at night (Friday). Due to some reason, I didn't meet up with them at last so Ting Ting said she'll pass to me the next day which was night time. Yet, I wasn't at home by the time she sent me "On the way to your house". The ending was SiauHui, HuiYee and TingTing celebrated my birthday in TingTing's car. It was another type of experience ever. I had blown the candles for several times (which the reason was I'm 92 or what). There was a very cute dinosaur on it!! (Made by icing sugar, I guess). It didn't last long cos we don't want to see the headlines of SingChew or ChinaPress appeared to be "4 teenagers were died in a car due to lack of fresh oxygen!" LOL

Anyway, thanks to TingTing, SinKai, HuiYee and Siauhui for celebrating my birthday huh :)

It must be ages since I celebrated my birthday with my family. And yea, here the time comes. The venue for me to cut my next b'day cake was at Tanjung. Kinda special experiences for me. Cool! My whole family members were there to sing b'day song and took picture with me individually. Never thought that I could really celebrate my birthday with my family the night before my next day early in the morning's flight.

Thanks to all family members!! Love you all...!

Canada

Sept 26,2010

When I refreshed my inbox, I saw a FB msg with a weird subject "Soon Ting Ting tagged you in a post". Thought of she might write something to me on her status, but I clicked on it, it was a video! Chin Hwee, Su Ling and Ting Ting took this video together gether! So special and nice! A birthday wish I ever heard from hometown's friend :)

Thanks to 3 awesome actress who has actually done a mission impossible! hahaha

Sept 27, 2010

Yea it was expected that I will be in Canada on this date. 2 assignment were due on that day =( Sai asked whether want to go out and eat at night or not. Hence, sushi will be on the top priority! We went to a new sushi shop (Momiji Sushi). I never expect there'll be so many people. When I stepped into the shop, I was shocked by the people there! Grace, David, Jason, Weirong, Yixiong, Amy, Sue,Dot, Yana, Mathew, Philip, WeiWei, Grace, Lilian, and Anna. A reunion dinner, perhaps =P All of us ate until almost stomach burst! We did enjoyed the dinner, I think (Although I wasn't able to eat my greentea ice-cream) :( A normal birthday cake with 2 big candles was on my expectation list but a cones surrounded by Green-tea and Peanut Butter macarones shown, I was shocked at that moment. It looked so pretty and the macarones were really nice even though each of them has 300 calories =.= I planned to let my birthday ends by replying all FB birthday wishes. Grace and Sai knocked me when the clock hit 12am. They showed me a card board which was filled with all my photos! OMG! It's seriously shocked me to the max! Anyway, I love it. It made me see my changes throughout my uni life and gave me a big alert to control my diet! =P

Thanks to Grace, Sai, David, Jason, Weirong, Yixiong, Amy, Sue,Dot, Yana, Mathew, Philip, WeiWei, Grace, Lilian, and Anna for this sushi dinner and everything :)

No matter which countries I spent my birthday, no matter who I spent my birthday with, the sincerity counts. Appreciate all the chances I had to celebrate my birthday. Thank you so much.

Gonna save all those memories in my limited memory space. They'll be saved in my heart, no worries =D

=)

2010-09-18T23:41:00.000-07:00

We learn while we grow.

Lessons that I've learnt:-

a.) When people start to avoid the question, skip that. Don't try to ask them with "why" or "how come", cos it will only makes them feel annoyed and think that you're kinda kepo. And hence, you're not necessary to answer every "why" question by others. Just tell what you want to tell (Pauline, 2010).

b.) There's a difference between selfish and bias. Selfish is more led to personal interest and benefits own-self; however, bias is more concerned about certain people's interest BUT not our own-self (Pauline, 2010). To me, selfishness is actually built on other's painfulness. With no doubts, both terms are existed, simultaneously.

c.) It's not a good thing for being over-sensitive. You can still keep your sensitiveness to a certain extent. You can't deny its existence. It's always needed to avoid and prevent yourself from doing stupid and meaningless thing so that you won't be repeating the same action over and over again.

Making mistakes are no wrong. Learn from your mistakes, and never be fooled again. =)

After

2010-09-16T20:30:00.000-07:00

Yes, I'm back in Canada for 2 weeks. Classes seem fine (because no assignment to be handed in yet o.O). I believe that when all due dates come together, I'll be stressed out =.= This the consequences of a "gei kiang" student for taking 6.0 credits. Dealing with chemistry, biology and MANAGEMENT gonna drive me crazy one day. I shall wait for the day to come then. =D

(Am I insane? =.=)

Am I diet-ing? Oh no, it could be a miracle for me. Apparently, I can take one meal per day only huh ;) See, this has proven that miracle could be happened! *Airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars* I fed myself a big bowl of meehun soup just now though. So eventually, my diet mode is switched off. *kiang*

Okay, thanks to someone who is there to chat with me when I'm bored and lonely huh ;) Sharing candid or zilian photo with you is fun. Though comments given by you are negative, I shall think that I've improvements still. Thanks a lot ya =)

知足

2010-07-30T08:13:00.000-07:00

有人喜欢孤立自己。但讽刺的是，没有人能够一个人自立地活着
有人喜欢放弃自己。但可悲的是，他从没好好地看清自己的美好。

有人常常在配合着别人，然而，自己总是在埋怨着，为什么自己不能够被他人配合。
有人常常在支配着被人，然而，自己总是在责备着，为什么别人不能有自己的主见。

Everyone has their own unique ways to breathe.

绿与蓝的邂逅

2010-07-15T22:21:00.000-07:00

刚结束了四天三夜的旅行。

黑色肤色，瘀青刮伤都是这趟旅行的见证。

Pulau Pemanggil的确让我们大家都反璞归真，让我们卸下了都市人必备的遁甲。

在没有通讯的岛上，我们与世界失去了联系；没有了网路，面子书不会再是我们每天登陆的网页。

风扇顶替了冷气，也会环保尽了一份力；暖水器的消失，让我们必须去感受冷水的洗礼。

套婷婷说的一句话，当这些都不存在时，凝聚力增加了。

身后的国家公园，眼前的碧海蓝天，构造出了不一样的岛屿。

不谙水性的我，碰到了咸涩的海水，只能猛嗑；遇上了汹涌的海浪，只能挣扎。

多谢婷婷用了拉着一头牛的力量来让我欣赏多姿多彩的海底世界。

殷红的珊瑚，长满青苔的石头，五花八门的鱼只，和深蓝的海水拼凑出扣人心弦的海中城。

文字不足以表达，眼睛已俨然成了最好的DSLR.

纯朴的岛民以及他们的和蔼，热心让我们大家都宾至如归。

丰富的三餐喂饱了我们的五脏府。

一趟旅程中总免不了埋怨及摩擦。

毕竟每个人都有自己的相处模式及包容能力。

相信大家都给予了最上乘的忍耐+最宽容的海量，否则大家都会不欢而散。

三天两夜的异地相处多多少少都会产生磨擦。

但我相信，

当我们看到船只通过了

海浪的考验

海风的吹袭

抵达码头的那一霎那，

所有的不愉快

也都随着着陆的喜悦而掩盖掉。

知己

2010-07-08T09:17:00.000-07:00

When I first saw this song title, I thought it'd be a friendship song. However, it isn't. It's a nice smooth song though.

I like the sentence "In all the emotions I ever experienced, how many times you ever care?"

作曲：房祖名 / 黃韻仁
填詞：房祖名 / 管啟源
編曲：岑詩婷

說實在的沒關係
我知道我們都有權利
和別人在一起
只是有件事難免好奇
在所有我做的事情裡
你怎麼不在意

並不是我不知道愛情有時需要去爭取
可是我看你倆的關係微妙無法不放棄
誰會願意錯過的愛用別人的體溫去代替
誰會願意當不成戀人還要我貶為你的知己

我看你倆的關係微妙我放棄

有一點吞不下去
我知道我說過不介意
你和誰在一起
如今我做什麼都多餘
在所有我經歷的情緒
你有幾次在意

並不是我不知道愛情有時需要去爭取
可是我看你倆的關係微妙無法不放棄
誰會願意錯過的愛用別人的體溫去代替
誰會願意當不成戀人還要我貶為你的知己

我看你倆的關係微妙我選擇放棄

不願意錯過的愛用別人的體溫去代替
不願意當不成戀人還要我貶為你的知己

誰會願意放棄

July 4th

2010-07-04T06:20:00.000-07:00

Argentina Vs Germany was the first football match I ever watched. However, Argentina gave me a big damn cos Germany has shown co-operation and team leadership in the match.

But then, I fully enjoyed the moment I watched the football match at the mamak with my friends >

Though second hand smoke has been inhaled as much as we could, I think this one and the half hour would be locked and kept in our memory for some years. It will always be refreshed and reminded whenever World Cup comes.

What would you do in Muar? Despite of singing K, watching movie, playing bowling, You can only go to Tanjung to visit monkeys.

It isn't exaggerate to say that, I have never ever seen such a nice color coordination of Muar River TODAY! Blue-Green-Choco has given an ocean color for Muar River. Pictures taken yet it's limited due to the low battery.

BKT

2010-06-26T09:30:00.000-07:00

When Bak kut teh VS. Durian, who wins?

I ate BKT twice today!! =.= BRUNCH and DINNER.

Durian as dim sum.

Can you imagine what it smells when you burps =P

Okay, that's abit abit abit disgusting. Weird smell.

There are definitely a lot of BKT at muar. Most of them are popular. Maybe because of their prices, their yam rice, or their mushrooms? People said, Klang is famous of their BKT. Yet, in my opinion, Muar's is still the best for me =D I support Muar's food alot!!

Ps, I organized an Otak-otak competition that day. Participants are, otak2 from Khalidi, bentayan, Tingting's, and Bakariah. Apparently, Khalidi's and bakariah's got the same vote.

Pps, I support Bakariah's Otak2 ^^V

I think I like durian but then I don't like its side effect. You can still smell the taste on your fingers even though you ate it few hours ago. Yet, you can still smell it when you urinate. DAMN.

Argh. I think I've reached the maximum intake of durian for this year 2010.

Durian ar durian, you're attractive yet please don't make me addictive of you.

AirPlane

2010-06-24T07:23:00.000-07:00

Can I pretend the airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars?

I can really use a wish right now wish right now wish right now.

Someone asked me, what wish I'm going to make? Yea, I've no idea about that. Simply like this song for fun. =D

Would you make a wish upon the star? Would you believe that dream will come true with your faith?

Yes! I believe dream will come true if you work it hard even though u failed it before.

To a friend who thinks that she has no hope,

I think you've good potential in achieving good result. With no doubts, you've good understanding. It's a matter of you want or don't want only. Don't you told me that you did well in your 1st semester? You said, you can do it well because there are less materials covered. I don't think so though. You just can't handle your laziness, LOLx. As what I've written above, it's just a matter of you want it or not. Low self-esteem, Lack of confident, Feel unsecured of your revision, Choose a term that describes you well. Trust me, every of them might perfectly suit you. Anyway, JiaJiaJia you! Good Luck!!!

Organic Chemistry

2010-06-23T07:00:00.000-07:00

There are several important concepts in Organic Chemistry. For instance,

SN1, SN2, E1, and E2.

SN1 and SN2 involve substitution. The only difference is the substitution in SN2 is concertedly happens. However, SN1 takes place when the leaving group has been kicked out from the molecule, then the molecule is attacked by another stronger group.

On the other hand, E1 and E2 are referred to elimination. Both are similar to SN1 and SN2. Double bond formed when E2 takes place cos no new molecule is substituted. Normally, the Hydrogen atom which is located near the targeted atom will be eliminated. However, E1 needs two pathways to complete the elimination. (okay, nearly forget the details of it)

hahaha. I'm crapping here! Summer has made my brain getting rotten. Therefore, I'm BLAH BLAH BLAH my chemistry knowledge here. It isn't complete yet it's important fact. Can't you deny it? =P

Actually this organic chemistry basic concepts have been applied in our daily lives too. When you see, listen, think twice, you will find out different perspectives of your view.

A Fish Stall

2010-06-21T08:20:00.000-07:00

Opening a fish stall in the market could be my dream. I can learn how to bargain with aunties, determine freshness of the fishes, and others. In conclusion, there are so many benefits I gained from opening a fish stall.

Opening a fish stall gives me a chance to know how to sell a fish. yes, sell fish.

I envy a friend who has opened a fish stall at Pasar Parit Bakar.

Why am I envy her? Cos, she can do whatever she wants (Her fishes are always fresh), she can say what she wanted to say (People believe in the price she tagged on the fish), she does not bothering when she don't feel to (She no needs to beg people to buy her fish cos everyone wants). Yes, I have to agree that she has perfect marketing skill in managing her business. No matter how expensive her fishes are, there always no left for the day. Good business woman huh :)

That's why I envy her. She's my idol. I shall learn the way she sells her fishes. Or else, I can try to sell some seafood.

Happy Birthday Huan Poh Lin

2010-06-20T09:11:00.000-07:00

It's June 21st, 2010 which is the day for Ms. Huan to turn 21 years old.

I'm trying to recalling the birthdays I had celebrated with her, and thus, the most memorable one was happened in 2006.

Poh Lin had an awesome buffet party in 2006. Everyone was so tired cos there was Hari Kemahiran in the morning. Selling food in the rainy days made us run out of battery. However, Many of them tried our best to attend and made the wonderful one for that birthday party.

Poh Lin, you're a great friend for me. We do share some happiness and tears sometimes. What's the possibility for us to know each other? I do appreciate the time we spend together. I know I'm being kinda sensitive sometimes, sorry for that and thanks for accepting that.

I know you sometimes behave like a protective elder sister. Appreciate that as well. At least Ms. Huan also have known how to protect a person huh. C:

21 years old must be a good turning point in your life. Enjoy your life to the fulliest. =)

Failed to be.

2010-06-19T09:59:00.001-07:00

I seriously failed to be an organizer. Might success to be an entertainer yet, a true self isn't found.

I can't plan the event smoothly as I always be late. Complaints have been lodged by friends several time, but still, no actions are taken.

At a controversy situation, I Hate people disguising themselves with a fake mask! Don't you know that you might spoil the belief that has been literally built?

Sometimes, reading others' minds are hard. You wouldn't know what are they thinking about. Life are complicated with many happenings around.

Yea, zuo ren hen nan. I'm strongly agree to this point.

You can't chose who's you going to be at any moment. Angel's advising; Devil's luring.

Anyhow, when you're trying to hide something from others, you've created the conflict. I *HATE* IT. Yes, when I'm in that situation, I know there's always a reason for you to lie, for you to hide the truth. People will be sad. From what I had experienced, I felt betrayed and started to blame people. Consequently, this will bring any friendship/relationship turn worse.

自欺欺人是对自己最大的怜悯。

Appreciation

2010-06-18T08:25:00.000-07:00

People also say life is short.

We seriously can't assure ourselves that we have tomorrow. Even though we have a plan on our life, yet, we still can't change God's any decision on us.

Don't feel shy to let the one you care knows that you love them. Let them felt the warmth and be loved every moment you spend with them.

I'm apologized for every mistakes I had made throughout my life. And I appreciate those who have shared the footprints on my heart.

Thanks to my family members that never failed to be my best shelter from failures.

Thanks to my friends that never failed to be a true friend.

I heart you guys

Nostalgia

2010-06-05T09:08:00.000-07:00

I have just looked through my photos on Facebook. Some are randomly tagged by Ms. Osy, some are tagged because of events, and some are tagged by myself.

Never be in my thought that I have experienced so much things in my second year.
Traveling, Celebrating Friends' B'day, CNY, Fighting and etc...

I thought I have grown up, yet it isn't. Somehow, I still behave as a childish kid. Sigh. It's hard to make people stop being annoyed at you, but, you can't stop it.

Some people are really understand you. They can read your mind. Yea, I'm simple yet complicated. LOL!

I do believe that there is someone who really understand me well. Or not the only one, I don't know.

Owning a sensitive antenna: It makes you to sense people's happiness by doing something that make them feel touched; however, it has also led some disappointment to you.

My Prayer

2010-04-28T21:43:00.000-07:00

Dear god,
I know that she's out there...the one I'm suppose to share my whole life with.
And in time...you'll show her to me.
Will you take care of her, comfort her, and protect her...until that day we
Meet.
And let her know...my heart...is beating with hers.

In a dream I hold you close
Embracing you with my hands
You gazed at me with eyes full of love
And made me understand

That I was meant to share it with you
My heart my mind my soul
Then I open my eyes
And all I see reality shows I'm alone

But I know someday that you'll be by my side
Cause I know god's just waiting till the time is right

God will you keep her safe from the thunderstorm
When the day's cold will you keep her warm
When the darkness falls will you please shine her the way
God will you let her know that I love her so
When there's no one there that she's not alone
Just close her eyes and let her know
My heart is beating with hers

So I prayed until that day (prayed until that day)
When our hearts will beat as one (when our hearts hearts will beat as one)
I will wait so patiently (patiently)
For that day to come (for that day to come)

I know someday that you'll be by my side
Cause I know god's just waiting till the time is right

God will you keep her safe from the thunderstorm
When the day's cold will you keep her warm
When the darkness falls will you please shine her the way (shine he the way)
God will you let her know that I love her so
When there's no one there that she's' not alone
Just close her eyes and let her know
My heart is beating with hers

Is beating with hers (ooo)
My heart is beating with hers (oooo)
It's beating with hers

God will you keep her safe from the thunderstorm
When the day's cold will you keep her warm
When the darkness falls will you please shine her the way
God will you let her know that I love her so
When there's no one there that she's not alone
Just close her eyes and let her know
My heart is beating with hers

Oh~~~ it's beating with hers
(it's beating with yours)

Second Year

2010-04-27T14:45:00.000-07:00

Well, my second year had been done in 6 months (exclude the exam period). Would you believe that, you only need to study for 6 months and you're going to have 4 months holidays! How awesome it is. Okay, your holiday is shorten if you're going to take the summer school =(

I enjoy my second semester a lot. Taking math is "fun" as my brain can still functioning and is able to calculate 1 + 1 = 2 still :) Yet, Grace and I have really spent our tutorial time with drawing lesson ;)
How about Organic Chemistry? Hmm, the laboratories were cool and everybody was competing to finish the lab ASAP despite the accuracy of the results. Yay, Grace, Sai and I had just taken a picture before we entering our last CHM lab :P

Incomplete

2010-03-17T15:35:00.000-07:00

Have you ever realized importance of friend?

People would never realized that until their friends are gone. I'm pretty sure everyone has undergone disappointment or betrayal by someone. That hurts. It is an awful feeling ever. As what I said before, the wound on your heart will remain there no matter how long it has passed, how much detergent you have used.

Would you still believe what he/she said while he/she was the one that hurt you deeply ages ago?
Would you still decide to stand by him/her when you know that some parts of your heart is still bleeding by his/her act last time?
Would you still take care of his/her feelings whenever you spoke to him/her?

I doubt any of you can really accomplish these three by saying, "Yes, I will"

We are not perfect human beings, and hence, our feeling is always controlled by our emotions.

You can't really say that you can forget everything because it does happen. Even though you may choose to believe him/her now, trust me, you will still remain 5% of your trust for the purpose to protect yourself.
You might stand by him/her when he/she encounters any difficulties, yet, top priority of you might not be given to him/her anymore.
You will still take care of his/her feelings whenever you spoke to him/her, but the question "would he/she hurt me again?" would appear and it turns out to be your dilemma.

Anyway, remember to thank the one that ever hurt you. He/She makes you grow, helps you learn from your own mistakes, and guides you for a better life.

You would never know who will you meet again in your next 20 years.
Who + What + When + Where + Why + How = Friend

Imagine how small is the probability that brings the person beside you be your good friend?

Cherish them as much as possible :)

Porridge

2010-03-11T20:18:00.000-08:00

Hooray! I went to gym centre today =) I think I'm never been to there for ages =S

Okay, What was I done today? JOGGING! Yes, I had a short 40 mins jog + walk on 400metres lane =) I think it was pretty cool for me since I'm the type that not really "ACTIVE" in exercising =S Ya, I'm the type of animal that appeared in your mind RIGHT NOW! I'm such a big fat pig! =P Btw, I'm rather be Pig rabbit =P OMG! IT'S SO DAMN CUTE!!

YOU GUYS SHOULD REALLY WATCH "YOU're BEAUTIFUL" !!! I think It would be the most awesome korean drama series I ever watched this year LOL (IFF i didnt watch any latest korean drama LAH)

=) MY awesome dinner! Why was it awesome? Cos, it was cooked by me! Chef Ler =D
HAHAHA! It can definitely compete with "Chu Be" at AAA hawker centre! MUAHAHA!!! =P
I know some people might doubt on it =.=|| (They're just jealous cos they can't cook that well)

>>>
Picture tells everything =)

*I think I started to have Narcissistic personality disorder (NPD)'s symptom. OMG! I don't want =P*

FYI, the reason i updated my blog is.... "SEE my CHAT BOX" hahaha

2009 to 2010

2010-01-16T21:11:00.000-08:00

Saturday Night
I stay at home, sitting in front of my laptop, Facebook-ing, Youtube-ing, and Eating!

How boring the days in Canada are.

I just read Karina's blog and it eventually motivates me to list out the highlights in my 2009.

January
I was still in my first year. CNY was in January last year. I can still remember I ate a plate of roasted duck with rice, green beans on the first day of CNY at OPH. Kinda sad ya =(

These are the CNY gathering we had in Mississauga and Toronto.
Jason's Birthday. We jumped on a frozen lake.

He is Mr. Spanky. My first snowman ever =) Four of us spent almost 4 hours to build, decorate and take picture with him.

I can't really find any memorable pictures in either February or March. =S I think there are some outing pictures only.

April
Ta dah... Grace's birthday is on Apr 21st! =D Happy 20th Birthday!

Oh ya, there was another event called Black-tie Event in April. This event was held by ESMS to elect new committee members. I found one picture which was taken for the purpose of taking the moment before i move out from the Oscar Peterson Hall a.k.a OPH. My messy room! I can't really finished packing until the point that I gotta carry some small things out after my don checked out my room. :S
May
Huu..ray! I believe I can fly... with my 88kg weight. My flight back to Malaysia was on May 2nd last year. I remember I even went to the Toronto Pearson International Airport aka YYZ 3-4 hours earlier.

She-Miss Ong Syn-Yi is the first friend I met since I'm back in Malaysia =) At Moli! I can't find the picture I took with Soh ne.
Pei chin, you're the third friend I met up with :D
Haha, I'm very shy to see her- Miss Soon Ting Ting =P

This is the first gathering I went. Although there were 4 peoples only, I know we did shared our stories.

When I reached Malaysia, she was planning to leave Malaysia. =( Stt and I went to her house to send her off.

June
I went to Kukup with all my family members including my grandparents, aunts, uncles, cousins.
I traveled with two gangs of friends in June. 3 days 2 nights - Genting, 2 Days 1 Night - A' Famosa and Melaka Trip. Each of them contributed a lot of my summer memories. Thanks :)

This is then called "Posers".We were waiting for bus.
Group picture at A' Famosa

Dinner Time!

This is the first time I met Poh Lin after 9 months!! =D Shi Ying and Sin Kai as well :)

July
What's the happening in July?
1.) Tanjung is a good spot to gather and to take picture. (ps, be careful of "gou zai" :P)

3 of us :) Yeah!! with my ah shun =)
2.) Convent Muar
3.) Mamak
I uploaded this picture cos I know people can think of their own captions for it.
4.) Abc Bing Dian
Hohoho, Reflection.
5.) Wedding dinner
6.) Taiwan trip

Taiwan is an awesome country!! I must go there AGAIN!

7.) Still, MEETING FRIENDS! Weemin! =)
August
What would happen when a group of Crazy friends gathered?
The answer is they will take Awesome pictures and form their awesome group.

"I Want Nobody Nobody BUT Chiu!"

Met up with Hui Jing at Xiao Xie.

September
The day for me to say "bye bye" is getting closer.
I had a one day outing with Sin Kai. Tanjung was the place we went. Rojak + Camwhoring.
The last friend I met before I departed to S'pore - Siau Hui.
Okay... here Canada's pictures come...
My new house..

With Juniors.
Downtown's event

This is the first time Karina came back to Mississauga :)

ESMS Orientation 2009

Eid Mubarak! Thanks to Shidot, Amy, Zuliana and Sue for treating us super nice lunch =)
Group Picture
And the Most Important Day in September ----- My birthday!! *winks*

October
Mooncake festival:
Part 1: At my own house

Part 2: Free mooncake (downtown)

Diwali Pub When we came back home, we still camwhoring. Ta Dah..

Thanksgiving Dinner =D1,2,3,4,5,6,7.

Four of us picnic beside of Lake of Ontario. We took a lot of pictures there. =)

Yixiong's 20th Birthday
November
November. 2009 was going to end soon..
Shidot's 19th birthday
Osy's 20th belated birthday. Happy Belated Birthday!!! =)

December
DECEMBER! Last month in 2009.
Finals + Holidays = December
After two torturing maggie week, we had chicken rice as dinner!
Went to Walt Disney World (Florida) on Dec 16th.
Went to NYC too. We planned to go for Statue of Liberty.

When we headed back to Toronto, we went to "Sing K"
All the Single Ladies! Hey friends, cheers!!! with orange juices and soya milk! :D 2010!! :D
Ps, Am i sleepy? :S

I <3 my 2009!

All of the memories will be folded and kept in my heart. I hope there will be no tears (Opps), no fears, and no worries in my 2010. I know this is kinda impossible but i would like to try my best. When you are down, console yourself that you are not alone.
When you are scare of losing something, tell yourself that it doesn't belong to you. If it is lost, just let it be gone.
When you are worried of something, do your very best to tell your heart that, "You are not afraid".

“When something does not insist on being noticed, when we aren't grabbed by the collar or struck on the skull by a presence or an event, we take for granted the very things that most deserve our gratitude” (Quoted from Cynthia Ozick).

Happy New Year! Happy Chinese New Year! Gong Xi Fa Chai!!! =)

Holiday mode is ON

2009-12-12T21:51:00.000-08:00

HUURAY!! I'm done with 3 papers - Organic Chem, Molecular Cell Biology and Physiology =)

YEAH!!!! 2 more papers to go !

I think time really flies very fast. 1st semester of my 2nd year is going to end in 1 week. Winter break is coming again.. I still remember how I spent my winter break last year. Niagara Falls, Janice's house (Esp the moment kena pukul by her soft toy), Guelph (Yi Ning and Yin Yee :) ). I enjoyed a lot last year. Boxing Day's shopping at York Dale, Visiting Miss Kim's House (meeting friends from other universities), and my first cooking lesson at Janice's OLD house...
I tried to look back all the pictures taken last year. OMG. They gave me a SHOCK! I WAS SO CHUBBY! DAMN IT.

Although I'm not skinny now, I'm still A BIT skinnier than last year =P I hope I wouldn't gain weight again this year. PLEASE!

Santa, please take away my extra lipid, triglyceride, trans fat or whatever which is related to FAT =.=

Wohoo, I think I gotta stop here. Pharmacology and Analytical Chemistry are still lying nicely on my floor and study table.

(Ps, I think I'll only update my blog once a year. LOL. You (Yes, YOU) are damn lucky! Cos you're able to read my NEW post! That means you will be doing great in your exams and you will be enjoying your holidays to the max XD)

Good luck on your Exams, Happy Holidays, and Take Care!

Thon Lin

know or dont know?

2009-07-21T08:26:00.000-07:00

Dont know what u shouldn't know;
Dont pretend to know the thing that you don't know at all;
Dont act like you know everything since you know nothing;

In conclusion, nothing is predictable. everything is unexpectable.

加油

2009-06-09T11:02:00.000-07:00

标题很简单, 那就是加油！

给所有无论是在大考，小考，年终考，半年考的朋友

加油！

考econs的，加油地把那graph shift here n there :P
考account的，别把任何"1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9,0" 给miss掉
考english的，加油把你会的，懂的，背的，给写出来！
考chemistry的，periodic table背好来 XD
考biology的，吃多点补品补脑吧 :)
考车的，转弯的时候，小心点，别踩到白线；1号gear的时候，你必须要放到刚刚好，不多也不少 :) 加油！（不是驾车的时候的“加油” =.=)

祝大家顺顺利利，心想事成，万事如意，前程似锦。 chiong ar....!
last but not least, happy new year! 新年快乐 =.='' HAHA

ALL THE BEST!

一百年以后

2009-05-12T09:16:00.000-07:00

终于，我回到这里-麻坡
终于，我还是更深刻地体会朋友们各散东西的感觉
终于，我。。。再次上载了我的部落格。。

一踏上马来西亚的第一天，我真真切切地明白31 - 33 的高温可不是拿来唬人的！“热”是我在这短短的几天里，说过最多次的一个字 :S
初坐在车里的感觉，就觉得自己离开并没有多久。当看见所有家人的那一刹那，我更觉得自己只不过好像周末从KL回到麻坡的感觉。但，长及肩的头发提醒着说我离开8个月里。
8个月里，我miss掉了很多东西，好比说新年。

第二天，我做了自己很想做的事，那就是剪头发=/
发型师替我草草剪了头发。为什么草草呢？因为很多人觉得我剪了等于没剪 =/
但，她则帮我拉直了头发，暂时性地拉直。

那天，我去到了mo li dian zi :) 去到那每每只能从webcam里看到的地方，喝到了只能从webcam里看到的魔力点子 :D

回来后的日子还蛮不错的，因为放假，自己真的觉得自己本身超空的。。。
Facebook 里有很多与朋友们的合照。miss u guys a lot =)

星期天母亲节那天，ong 也即将前往机场，开始她人生里的另一个里程碑。她要到美国深造了。。。

过后几天，自己也慢慢适应了时差的问题，我最近几天开始睡到了九点到十点am.. 哈哈。。
我今天尝了老鼠粉，好好吃哦，毕竟自己真的很久很久没有吃到老鼠粉了。。

明天再续，因为眼皮快盖下来了。。。

考试考试

2009-04-20T11:11:00.000-07:00

考试考试考试！！！
那猪八戒的考试！为什么要是2 semesters 的所有所有东西?
arrrr. 什么东西吗?!

明天是第三张paper了。第四张是在一个礼拜后。不知道自己会slack到什么程度 :S
去年的经验提醒着我不能slackkkkk

考试拜托快点结束。我好想回家啊!!!

*纯属发泄*

March 27, 2009

2009-03-26T21:36:00.000-07:00

Oh My GOD.

I think i gonna neglect my blog soon (Finals is coming up) =.=
Wait, the question should go to "When Im going to update my blog", right? LOL

Okay. What I did for this week?
-Rat dissection. [Yeah, Grace and me did it well!!! Good JoB =) ]
Is anyone interested to look at the pictures we took? :S
-Lectures
-Tutorials (I just finished my LAST physics tutotial! wohoo!)
-Labs (LAST chemistry Lab as well)

Next week?
-Calculus Test 4
-Bio Lab Test
-2 Lab Reports (Jia chang bian fan a.k.a smth i always do)
-Chemistry Quiz (LAST QUIZ)

2 songs are strongly recommended.
i.)If you are emo type of person
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MVBqcpNdwj0&feature=related
ps: 60% emo only.

ii.)If you feel like listen to the song with "f***" word, do click this :P
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3uc4MW4Op1g
pss:75% cute

THANKs for reading!

My horoscope - Libra

2009-03-06T20:26:00.000-08:00

>> 天平座> 　　>> 　　
一边听着爱尔兰另类歌手歌手西尼德.奥康娜演唱的a> perfect> indian，一边看着这篇文章　一一对照自己，感觉确实很准，觉得好象什么都是命运的安排。>> 　　如果你是天秤座的人你肯定会看完它，如果不是，请你听完这首歌再走吧^^> 　　天平座的爱情>> 　　　　天平在爱情方面是一个为别人而活的星座。天平的被动更是让很多天平们错过了自己的真爱。天平不懂得拒绝，天平面对一个自己明明不喜欢的人，只要那人能主动积极一点，那天平是不会拒绝的，因为天平觉得拒绝会伤害你。为了不伤害你，天平只有牺牲自己。或者，天平会为你对他哪怕是一句关心的话而感动，就为了感谢你这句关心的话而和你在一起，因为天平永远都是追求平衡的，他认为你付出了哪怕是一句关心的话他就应该回报你，而不是真的因为爱你才和你在一起。(感动不等于爱)而且天平将'责任'二字看得太重，却又未认识到'责任'的真正精髓所在，以至于用了一种对自己极其残酷的方式给'责任'下着定义。天平不爱对方，却要坚持对对方不离不弃。这是一个力求公平的天平的善良抉择，更是一个近乎愚蠢的抉择。这是天平的悲哀。只能说天平懂得负责任，却真的不理解'责任'。可是懂得负责也变成了一种错误吗？天平认为责任比爱情重要，却未想过幸福也同样重要。你完全有理由责备天平，但是在你责备天平的同时可曾想过其实最可悲的正是天平。天平的要求真的不高，只是需要有人理解自己而已。但是，谁又能理解天平呢？> 　　　　>>　　　　还有一点，天平在爱情方面确实是比较优柔寡断犹豫不决，这点必须承认。但是天平为什么会这样？因为天平想的事很多想的很远，天平觉得如果要爱一个人就要让对方快乐。这里说的'快乐'包括很多，比如说有没有足够的经济能力来维持平时和你在一起时的花销，能不能让你每天都开心，自己的朋友和父母会接受你吗？你的父母朋友能接受自己吗？甚至可能会想到结婚以后你们孩子的模样漂亮吗？。。。。。等等，还有许多问题！你说天平能不犹豫吗？天平是出了名的12个星座最懒的，如果不是因为爱你天平根本懒的考虑那么多！如果天平一旦确定你就是他深爱的人并且确定了你们的恋爱关系以后，那么这时候天平追求完美的一面就展现出来了。> 　　　　>> 　　　　这时的天平满脑子就是想如何做到最好让你觉得自己是世界上最幸福的人。和天平恋爱过的人应该都知道这一点吧，刚和天平恋爱时的感觉简直太完美了，一些只有在电影和小说里面出现的情景会经常出现在你们身上，你会感觉现在的你真的就是世界上最幸福的人。这时的天平只要每天能看到深爱的人开心一笑就算付出在大的代价也愿意！由于刚恋爱时的天平表现的太完美了，以至于对方已经习惯了天平的这种完美表现，这在对方的心理已经是对天平的一种标准，所以天平只要稍稍表现的不够以前好，对方就会不习惯，就会觉得天平不爱她了！可是，这个世界上谁也不可能永远都做的这么好，天平也不能，虽然这时天平依然深爱着对方！对方的抱怨让天平觉得自己很委屈，自己付出了那么多对方却还不满足，还说自己不够好，所以天平就会觉得自己的付出不值得，到最后当然就只剩下分手！> 　　　　>> 　　　　在这里给所有天平朋友一个忠告，细水常流，平平淡淡才是真，不可能每一天都是完美的！烟花确实绚烂，但是注定短暂！这里在特别说一下天平男。天平男花心吗？也许吧。但是所谓天平男的花心又和其他人不同，最原则性的不同在于天平男的花心跟爱情本身不关。所谓天平男的花心应该理解为是一种博爱。天平男认为世界上一切事物都是美好的，而女人更是这个美丽世界中的一个个艺术品。所以女人是要用来好好呵护的，与爱无关！这是天平男一种怜香惜玉的本质。这种本质是天平与生俱来的，是根深蒂固的。天平真正意义上爱一个人时是和那种怜香惜玉的爱是有本质上的区别的。天平真正爱上一个人时，天平在心中会把爱人奉为自己的女神，不仅有爱，更多的是一种尊敬甚至崇拜！反过来说，天平面对自己真正深爱的人时内心会有那么一点小小的自卑。这里的自卑不是平时大家所说的因某种缺陷自卑，这种自卑是相对于'完美'二字来说的。大家也许会怀疑，自信又自恋的天平也会自卑？是的，因为天平面对爱人的时候总希望自己做到完美，但是天平不明白完美只是一种传说一种境界，世界上没有人是完美的，天平也不能，所以这时天平就会产生自卑感。要求完美的天平对自己的不完美很不满意，觉得自己配不上心爱的人，所以很多天平宁愿选择放弃(其实天平在对方心目中天平已经很好了，只是当天平深爱一个人时鲜前昱＝羌？。但是放弃不等于不爱。天平对自己深爱的人是一辈子都不会忘的。放弃对天平来说另一种爱，天平会永远把深爱的人深深埋在心里的某个角落默默的为对方祈祷祝福！天平不是因为寂寞才会爱上一个人，天平是因为爱上一个人才寂寞！　　>> 　　　　天平对于自己内心真正的想法很少对人倾诉，因为天平深知沉默才能坚强。所以，除了天平自己之外没有人能真正了解天平，除非你来生有幸作为一个天平时用生命来体会一次。。。。。。不管是谁对谁错，一切的过错都由天平背负着，任由人们误会，任由人们无端的指责甚至漫骂，天平只是轻描淡写的一笑而过，在人前永远保持着优雅的微笑。一切是命中注定，无需多言，我们即然是天秤，太懂得去分析事情的轻与重，善与恶，真与假了。所以说对于本身也是一种负罪吧。因为都看透了。对于真不真心，懂的人自然了解，不懂的人也不想再多说，因为我们是天秤，骄傲的天平！传说中有位骑士名叫天平，英俊，迷人，优雅，高贵。。。。。。黑夜中，西风吹过;白马上，骑士仰望星空;手中有剑，心中有爱，骑士正在为他心爱的人祈祷平安幸福！夜，还是那么黑。路，还有那么远。人，还那么寂寞！拍拍身上的灰尘，振作疲惫的精神，抚平疼痛的伤口，远方也许尽是坎坷路，骑士却仍然微笑着上路了---> 虽然心碎了无痕，依旧白马啸西风！> 　　　　>> 　　　　关于天平的友情和人际关系:>> 　　　　'朋友'二字对于天平有多重要是一般人不能理解的。这么说吧，天平把友情看的重要。因为天平是一个特别害怕孤独的星座，天平不会享受孤独。每个天平都有轻微的抑郁症，孤独就是诱发天平抑郁症的罪魁祸首！而抑郁症的最大特点就是厌世，这绝不是危言耸听，孤独就是能让天平产生厌世的感觉。天平是活在人群中的人，只有在人群中天平才能找到自我的位置发挥自我的价值。所以天平总是希望自己的朋友多些在多些。对于自己不喜欢的人，天平虽不愿把他当做朋友但还是希望对方能把自己当成朋友，但凡是天平认识的人天平绝不会轻易得罪。为了维持这种和谐的关系，天平不的不圆滑一点虚伪一点，见人说人话见鬼说鬼话。其实天平真的很累的。绝大多数的时候，天平的朋友受到伤害和委屈了，天平总是第一时间出现在朋友旁边安慰和关心朋友，给朋友以最大的鼓励，但是当天平受伤时却很少得到这样的待遇。换句话说，天平的朋友看上去虽然很多，但是知心朋友却很少，能了解天平内心的更始微乎其微。天平对每个朋友都很好，而且都是一样的好，以至于大家都不知道天平对谁是真心真意对谁是虚情假意。天平一生都致力于创造一个自己心目中理想的和谐的美丽新世界，在那个世界中没有明争暗斗，没有尔虞我诈，大家都是好朋友，所有人都互相关心，互相照顾。总之，天平对朋友是最无私的，宁愿天下人负我，我不负天下人是天平对于与朋友关系的最好的一句话概括。如果你有朋友是天平的话，那么你应该感到幸运！歌再走吧^^>>>>>>>>>> --------------------------------------------------------------------------------> >
I wonder how many people are able to finish reading this paragraph, NONE? :S

(Ps, If you are interested to know about Your horoscope, do tell me. I ll forward the mail to you then =))

Missed bus

2009-02-16T18:08:00.000-08:00

我-昨晚上missed bus 了。

我第一次错失miss掉的public transportation 是KTM.

我记得当时完全没有去check说最后一趟的KTM-->SUBANG是几点的。。我，婷婷和ong在售票机买了票，觉得松了一口气能回去的时候，却惊觉我们错过了最后一趟的ktm...
当下能想到的就是rapid KL. 用力地跑到楼下时，却看见那辆巴士在我眼前驶走。。
结果，我们能做的也就是——TAXI
那也是我们第一次做taxi回住所。。。

昨晚，我，UTM 的四个男生，yinyee n reuben 一起在south common讨论着该怎么回去。。。
taxi? YEA, that's the only way to go back..
steve跑去问了driver,所以我们也就搭其中一辆巴士到其中一个路口。下车后，走了一段路，终于到了我的residence.

今天aka Family Day.. Bus Schedule 也跟着星期日的时间表。我从oasis回来也开始紧张了。956是最后一趟巴士。我如果错过了，我该怎么办？自己一个人miss bus 的恐惧并不能与昨晚七人或更早前的3人missed bus 的经历画上等号。。。

恐怖的感觉。。

haizzz

相信

2009-02-04T20:57:00.000-08:00

1. Put your music on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!
*************************************************************************************

IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?

Say You'll be mine

[Okay, it kinda weird]

WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?

祝我生日快乐（温岚）

[Sometimes, i quite emo but some ppl dont tink so =P]

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?

狼来了(杨丞琳）

[If today is thursday, then it's wrong. I got 2 quizzes!]

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?

The Heart Of Everything

[How can i get the heart of everything =.=]

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?

Sunday Morning's

[hmm, cos every sunday, i can sleep until afternoon =P ]

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?

Beautiful Life

[izit?]

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OF VERY OFTEN?

My Last Breath

[Did I?]

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?

有你多好

[Yeah, true true. haha]

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?

最熟悉的陌生人

[ehem, this song title is so contradicted]

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?

你要的爱

[my life story is about love? swt!]

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?

Leavin'

[lolx, i left my hometown ady =( i wanna go back!]

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?

Beautiful Love

[hmm, i nvr think about it. But this song sounds good]

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?

Plasir d'amour

[i dont reli know what this song is]

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE

不得不爱

[hooooo, i didnt realized that]

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?

新歌试唱

[true =) I like to sing new songs]

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?

My Humps

[=.=]

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?

Sometimes Love Just Ain't Enough

[hmm why ll i think like that, lolx]

WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?

男人女人

[i dont get it]

WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?

心花怒放

[why ll i cry when 心花怒放? if i did, it most probably bcos i need to book an appointment to see doctor ady]

WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?

好听

[this song is nice, why it makes me laugh? i doubt it]

WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?

别说

[yes, if i didnt tell smth, i ll regret =(]

HOW WILL YOU DIE?

乘风

[huuu, i can fly]

WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?

lucky

[yeah, lucky =P]

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?

领悟

[i should ask my parents then]

DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?

今天你要嫁给我

[how does anyone like you related to 今天你要嫁给我??]

WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?

习惯失恋

[yea, i scare that]

IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?

Photograph

[hmm, which photograph i wanna change leh *thinking*]

WHAT WOULD YOU SAY, WHEN YOU MEET YOUR BOSS?

中途转机

[wooo, i dont wanna meet my boss, that's why i change my flight]

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?

相信

[SWEAT!]

My winter break!

2009-01-04T20:04:00.001-08:00

OK. im gonna face the fact that CLASSES start TOMORROW!
Chemistry quiz? Physics lab report? Physics term test?

Did I study or work on these during my winter break? The answer is

NO!

What did I do for my winter break?

Dec 20 2008

The first day of my precious holidays... = Shopping (Eaton Centre)

Dec 21-23, 2008

3 days 2 nights at Carriage Ridge Resort in Barrier. We were starving for the 1st night.
Fortunately, we were able to bought some frozen pizza, instant noodles, toast, milk, orange juices, chips, yogurt bars and etc.. That was our meals for our ski trip... COZ, there was NO restaurant at that area plus we don't ve transportation. We even walked from our resort to the skiing place. The walking trip took about ONE HOUR to reach the destination! Can you imagine we go to the destination by BUS 11? walking at the roadside with the temperature, I think is around -10 or -15 degree Celcius? sounds impossible, but We did it! *clap clap*

WOHOO!

Dec 24, 2008

I woke up early in the morning in order to reach Spadina Station by 9:00am. The bus took 4 hours to reach Niagara Falls. We visited one small town before we reached Niagara Falls.

Taylors?

okay, those pictures were taken in one small town before we reached Niagara Falls.

with Karina =)

Dec 25, 2008

Merry Christmas!! Frankly, I didnt celebrate my white christmas this year. I just stayed at my senior's place.. However, i had one nice christmas dinner =) typical homestyle foods. white rice, chicken, cauliflowers, eggs, and fishes. *yummy yummy*

(ps: Many people commented this photo on facebook :S)

my dinner!!

my senior, Janice =)

Dec 26, 2008 a.k.a Boxing Day

Where will people go on Dec 26? SHOPPING MALL! I woke up quite late on that day (if not mistaken). All of us went to Yorkdale shopping mall. OMG. CROWDED! I wonder how can i "move".. like a crab? lolx.

Hint hint! Pics I will be posted soon are what I did when I was staying with Yinyee and Yining in Guelph =D

To be continued k? cos got a bit lazy. =P im uploading my blog slow and steady =P

Happy birthday, yinyee

2008-11-25T12:15:00.000-08:00

November 22 is my ex-roommate in RIdzuan, Yinyee's birthday. I remember we didnt celebrate with her last year. We even didn't prepare a cake for her. SORRY. All of us busy in preparing for the CHemistry final, November 23. We didnt forgot your birthday, however. Yinyee, we remember de! Still remember that mushroom? =P

I had been informed by Zhang Rei that Yinyee is going to downtown from friday to sunday. HAHA. As a good roommate, I sure will go and celebrate her birthday de, haha. I took the shuttle bus to the downtown. Damn cold~~ I met with Grace and we went to China Town together in order to find a cake for Yinyee. Oya, we got another task as well. The task is we need to find a steamboat restaurant! OMG. it's quite hard to find la. But then, haha, I wanna eat steamboat too =P

Finally, we bought a black forest cake for Yinyee and we kept in the restaurant there. The steamboat we choose was in the buffet style. That means we can eat until FULL with the fixed price.

This is the menu =P

The stockpot yinyee chose is "sour cabbage and pork酸菜白肉" and "szechuan spicy川味麻辣". The szechuan spicy is damn spicy la. This is the spicy soup I ever tasted in Canada. We took one group photo (girls only) while we are waiting for the foods we ordered.

Okay, everyone is busy in eating the meat ar, vege ar, fishballs, meatballs, sausage and etc =)

Imagine we can eat the steamboat while the temperature outside is -5 Celcius. 好幸福=）

It's cold~~~

Finally, we went back to Innis. Thanks to Kenneth Tay as he helped us bring back the cake to Innis. "Happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you, happy birthday to Yinyee, happy birthday to you"

Enjoy your 19 = legal age =P

最初的梦想

2008-11-10T20:13:00.000-08:00

偶然间，我听到了这一首歌。一首2年前听到的歌。一首我曾用这个歌名来写了一篇作文的歌。好久没听了，再次听到时，心还是有一样的悸动。

好多的回忆就像影片一样，陆陆续续地倒带着。。

想起了最初的梦想，试问，你现在所追求的，所学习的，是否是往你最初的梦想前进？

再问，又有多少人能够坚持着自己最初的梦想直到最后？

现实的打击，实际的残酷，往往让人迷失在追求梦想的路上。

引用“稻香”的歌词，“不要这么容易就想放弃，就像我说的，追不到的梦想，换个梦不就得了”

有梦想，生活才会有姿色。

生命的光辉是在梦想中延续。

起码，我们大家都有过属于自己唯一的“ 最初的梦想”

如果骄傲没被现实大海冷冷拍下
又怎会懂得要多努力
才走得到远方
如果梦想不曾坠落悬崖千钧一发
又怎会晓得执着的人
拥有隐形翅牓
把眼泪装在心上
会开出勇敢的花
可以在疲惫的时光
闭上眼睛闻到一种芬芳
就像好好睡了一夜直到天亮
又能边走着边哼着歌
用轻快的步伐
沮丧时总会明显感到孤独的重量
多渴望懂得的人给些温暖借个肩膀
很高兴一路上我们的默契那么长
穿过风又绕了弯心还连着
像往常一样
最初的梦想紧握在手上
最想要去的地方
怎么能在半路就放
最初的梦想绝对会到达
实现了真的渴望
才能够算到过了天堂

"Quoted from 范玮琦-最初的梦想"

In conclusion, Im crapping. =P

Me now

2008-10-28T18:11:00.000-07:00

Finally midterms are over..

well, what I can say is

MY mood ll be down when I received the test paper.

Either Bio, Math oR CHEM, they are Damn hard la... Sigh-ing.

However, we celebrated yixiong's birthday last Friday(Ps: I had the opportunity to eat Malaysia's foods le) lolx =P

These were the foods we ordered:

i.) Blachan kangkong (according to the menu) aka ma lai feng guang

ii.)Fried Meehon aka 星洲炒米粉

-Rice vermicelli, BBQpork, shrimps, chicken, mushroom, beansprouts & egg

iii.) Spicy Grilled Fish in Banana Leaf aka 蕉叶烤鱼

iv.)Satay aka 串烧鸡

-Chicken in skewers, served with peanut sauce
HEhe, didnt descibe all foods we ordered coz got a lil bit lazy la =P

(All descriptions are due to the menu given

How could we forgot about the group picture le?

pps: i noe im tam chia coz keep posting the foods' picture=P Plz bear with them=)

Bla Bla Bla

2008-10-15T10:59:00.001-07:00

DUnno wat to write..

Midterm exams are coming soon :S hmm, if i stated specifically, my Biology152 midterm is on this friday! But the problem is

i.) I got 2 formal lab reports due next week (Chemistry and Physics :S)
ii.) I got physics quiz tomorrow.
iii.) I haven't complete my Physics excel assignment.

AND

last but not least, I'M SICK! do u tink patient has any study mood? lolx.

I need time management ! Sigh

crappppp-ing...

我在Malaysia, Muar, Zense 过的18岁生日

2008-09-28T20:46:00.000-07:00

The last saturday in 08 I spent in Malaysia..

There was a gathering at 8pm but then I think I cant go there on time coz HEHE I got family gathering.

When i first entered Zense, I was trying to search for the other friends. When I walked towards them,

"Happy Birthday to you, Happy Birthday to you, Happy birthday to thonlin, happy birthday to you"...

SHOCKED. I never ever expect they will celebrate my 18th birthday before I came here. thanks a lot. I received a bouquet of flowers (ps: thx for the flowers =P). There were 9 white roses. I still don't know their meanings though.

I was so excited to blow the candles. HAHA. Really forgot whether I made any wishes at that moment onot. (BUT I really really really forgot during my birthday this year =( )

A picture is worth a thousand words

谢谢你们，朋友。

完全没预料到说你们会帮我庆祝生日。让我感觉说，其实我在Msia 也过了十八岁的生日。

感动，不舍，是百感交集的。

宝玲送我回家的路上，我真的觉得我要离开麻坡了。

pps: 我回来时，记得一起去魔力啊，魔力点子加珍珠！哈哈

36小时的十八岁生日

2008-09-27T22:16:00.000-07:00

我。。十八岁了。

记得那天26号的时候，我收到了第一封来自m'sia的朋友sent 给我的生日祝贺。。那是winnie。
其实个人真的非常高兴收到生日祝贺语。不管是怎样的形式都好；可以是msn上简单的happy birthday;又或是either facebook or friendster 的生日快乐；再来sms中带点关心的问候加祝贺，我就知足了。

曾经我真的觉得自己会很孤单地度过我人生中转折的一个生日。一个人在房间里听着温岚的“祝我生日快乐”，感觉挺糟的。

27号的早上，天气阴，天空也下起了绵绵细雨。我和karina一起参加了有意义的活动-outreach. 我们去了Brampton的golf club那里帮那儿刚生出来的树的幼苗拔掉长在四周的杂草。还挺累的。那草并不好拔，因为它长满了刺。。。手指儿还挺痛的。在那里呆了4个小时吧，鞋子及袜子早就湿透了。自己也不停地一直在打哆嗦。。好冷啊！

回来的时候，差不多是2点吧。整理一下衣服送去laundry后，自己也开始无聊地游览无数的网站。终于，累了，想睡了。。karina这是打给我说，原本6.30的晚餐约改成7pm.
最后，那七个人，外加一位特别来宾一起前往当时Janice待我们去过的华人餐厅那。兜兜转转，大家都始终无法下决定说改在哪儿吃晚餐。最后，我们去了一间华人的港式餐厅。点了一份8人套餐，总共是12样菜色。。。（食物将会在稍后上载）

吃得好撑哦。超饱的。。我们最后留了很多剩菜。。。

在回学校的巴士里，聊着无数歌手的曲目，谈着各式贯籍的方言。北马和南马有着迥然不同的音调分别。。。

回到了宿舍，有位blur blur先生竟然跟我说晚安。叫我回去一定要睡觉。。。？？？超明显的。。。自己坦白说虽然不是一个很会制造惊喜的人，但，起码也曾经在为别人制造惊喜中贡献一份绵力。敏感度是一定有的！当然，也可能使我自己太ss 了。

在房间里，想着说我的猜测是对的吗。Karina打给我问我说，她现在可以过来我的房间吗？她想要跟我那上次的照片。一阵子后，她来了。进来不久后，她叫我开歌来听。好吧，没问题，就播“稻香”好了。。。

10分钟后，门被大力地敲着。想必是有人来了吧。哈哈

生日歌的音符随着门的打开而散播在我的整个房间。捧着一个大蛋糕，带着一份礼物，我爱吃的零食和巧克力，巧思的卡片，一颗氢气气球，房门外的气球装饰加红色彩带围绕成心型的“Happy Birthday",这些都是我18岁生日最棒的点缀。

蛋糕上插满了十八根蜡烛。绚丽灼热的烛光让我深深地了解，我其实一直都期待吹蜡烛的。生日最不可或缺地就是蛋糕和蜡烛吧？

礼物是一个很有意思的蜡烛台。想必点亮它后，会很漂亮吧？

零食和巧克力。。其实真的蛮感动的，因为我不晓得Grace是不是因为我说过的话而买的。谢谢。。。

巧思的卡片，谢谢全部在上头写下祝福语的人。制作那卡片的用心良苦，谢了，Grace 和Karina.

氢气球很可爱。脸上的Smile Face 希望能维持在我脸上。

房门外的气球装饰加红色彩带围绕成心型的“Happy Birthday",相信会让我的房间成了那一整个community的焦点。很别出心裁。谢谢。。。

未完。。。马来西亚的朋友们，你们的sms祝贺也超超感动的。。下回分解好吗？

Malaysian's mooncake festival in Canada

2008-09-27T13:20:00.000-07:00

I got one exam until 5.30pm. Yet, the shuttle bus will be arrived around 5.37pm. 7people again quickly finished our test paper on time and rushed to the bus stand... I think we are quite lucky de coz the bus was stopped right in front of us. If not, we maybe need to take the subway to St. George's campus.

We reached there around 6.30pm.. Started feeling cold as our stomach also keep making noise~~ Alex came to the bus stand and fetched us to go and meet another friends which were playing football... Well, I'm quite hungry de~~ Hehe. After that, colin and alex led us to go to their cafeteria. They used their guest passes so the foods are free.. But then, the stalls were going to close already. Luckily, I'm able to take one plate of chicken rice. Hmm. nice...

We went to Serene's room and while we passed by the hallway, we saw this....

Powerpuff girls... HAHAHA

We were chatting and discussing about Serene's room until we nearly forgot that ALex was waiting for us to go to the Queen's park.. HAIz.

After 10minutes walk from Serene's residence (New College), we arrived that Queen's Park...

Take a picture with my ex-roommate, Yi Ning first before the party starts. HEHEHE:P

When most of the people gathered at the Queen's park, the party started.. Everyone was searching for Pizza, chips and drinks... and the MOST important item is LANTERN. how can we forget LAnTern le? I quickly went to find a lantern and use my "professional" techniques to light up my lantern.. Round shape de =)

Four girls from UTM also took this opportunity to take a sweet picture la. haha

Yinyee and Reuben finally came from Guelph... B601 gathered again!Cheersss

Long time no see after BTN lo..

All gals were gathered together to take a picture 2gether... HEhe. seems like We are super model coz many people keep using their camera to take picture of us.

The next one is the story of 4 flowers and one big tree. Hahaha..

How was it? Not bad right?

University of Toronto's students:

They are (from left to right): Sai, Jason, Yi Xiong, Wei Rong, ME, Karina, and Grace...

FINALLY, the mooncakes arrived!!!Everyone was searching for the mooncakes included me. I want the mooncake with egg york 1. lolx

I also took one zilian picture o.. coz really unbelievable that I can celebrate Mooncake festival in Canada this year with lanterns and mooncakes..

As the party progresses, the organizer suddenly told us that act he prepare 2 games for us... I just skipped the first one la.. The second one is making a lantern by using watermelon.. CRE@tive?

My group @ UTM group doesn't participate in this game. Actually just two teams from St. George participated.

THis is the result of people's hard work yea...This special and creative lantern got 4 sides. This side was carved by Grace.

The party ended at 1.00am++... Everyone was tired... This is the only group picture we took...

第一个礼拜结束了

2008-09-15T20:52:00.000-07:00

第一个礼拜读完了

感觉自己好像还没真正进入状况内

怎么说呢？

第一个礼拜的课多数都是在lecture.. 所以也就是说我懂教授，他不懂我咯。哈哈

lecture多数都是在抄notes, notes的字体真的是有点不能看的。。。

我回好好加油的！！！

下星期会有一个中秋晚会，可能到时候会上载一些照片吧。哈哈。。。我是真的有一些懒惰啦！

好想回麻坡，asam fish, otak-otak, wan tan mi, bak kut teh, nasi lemak.. 哈哈

好像我回麻坡是为了吃这样，其实不是哦。。。

我超想见我的家人。。。

和

朋友的。。。

明年见咯！

ps: xxxxxxx

pps: 如果你足够了解我，你会懂我的ps在写什么。哈哈。

CHina town and CAnada's wonderland^^

2008-09-07T14:13:00.000-07:00

HAha.. 7 people went to the downtown today by taking school shuttle bus.

When we arrived St. GEorge campus, it's really undescribable. IT's so huge and ... "harry potter". Just look at the pictures and you will find out what I'm talking about.

After that le, We were WALKING to china town.. wow, there was a lot of cheap stuffs... Such as the strawberries.. 2 dollars for 3 boxes of strawberries. If you are strawberries lover, tell me yea, i might FeDex some for u, BUT, make sure you dare to eat when you received them ;P

We walked like "wu tou chang yin" at the china town. Coz, we have nothing to do ma. We went to one souvenir's shop and played those goods in the shop.
They are not my coursemates. SOrry. LOLX...

Finally, we heard our stomach "kong kong kong". That means we need to find FOoDs. We saw one "xing ma tai" (means Singapore, Malaysia and Thailand) restaurant. DAmn excited to eat chinese foods. hahaha. I ordered one curry laksa and hope that it ll be spicy. But then, haiz. What of the foods here can be considered as SpiCy le? I'm searching..

After the lunch, we were walking to the famous shopping mall, "Eaton Centre". It's a huge shopping mall and I bought one sweater from there=) Nice sweater o.... We all shopping until we felt the tiredness..We continue our WALKING trip back to St. George campus. Why we keep walking le? It is because we have a "tour guide". The "tour guide" was so energetic... OMG

======================================================

NExt trip: CAnada's wonderland

Well, i woke up damn early that day. i tink is 6.30am. WHy i woke up so early? COz actually we all planned to take breakfast at 8am de. When i went down to the colman commons, it was closed. What the... haiz. So, I just went back to my room and prepared the breakfast for myself lo. SOmeone called me and asked me want to eat otak-otak (a type of foods:) ) so "GOOD" she is.

It was a rainy day and freaking cold .. 14 degree celcius

We waited at student centre there for 2 hrs, thus we departed at 11.20am. We took the school bus:) It was Cute right? haha

We arrived Canada's wonderland one hour later.
We took a "scooby doo" picture once we enter the theme park. The wonderland is quite big actually.
Hehe, cuteee. hahaha

I went to 5 rides. the 1st one is "flight deck".. Erm, quite scary ~~ We queued around 45mins for a 5min ride. lolx.

HEHe, I saw M'sia in the wonderland...
SEe, that's my country, MALAYSIA :)

BAsically the 2nd ride is same as the 'spider ??" in Genting 1. It was "time warp".

The third one is "swing of the century"

还想为你摇秋千，对着夕阳扮鬼脸，若月光在美一点，我们会否把手牵。。。（Quoted from: empty swing) I still remember I learned this song when i was taking this ride in genting last two years.

Next one is... "Antique Carrousel".. wow, I have a long time didnt play this already.. It was nice..

taking picture with this "Wall E" car. haha

The last one is " Orbiter"... cui cui feng only. hahaha

I did not play the "Behemoth" .. That is the longest roller coaster in this theme park. haiz.

erm, will upload more pics soon as my battery was exhausted already so that I need to wait my frens to send me some pictures:)

C.A.N.A.D.A

2008-09-03T12:40:00.000-07:00

YES, I HAVE ARRIVED CANADA.

It's so unbelievable that I reached Canada already.

28 Aug-Ok, erm..I saw my friends at the airport. Do i expect them to come? Yes. lolx. I expected some of my friends will come. Poh lin, Ong, Ting ting, and Cindy came and they started a memorable beginning for my long distance trip.

When I arrived airport, Poh Lin phoned me, "hey, where r you now? you will go to which counter?" well, I suspected why Poh Lin asked me these types of questions already.hehe... Pl and ong arrived the C17 earlier than me. what??!! I'm late.. then, Pl gave me 2 packets of biscuits while ong asked me to pass something to the other one. The other two came in a moment.

yeah.. we took a picture in the airport=) two people in the picture have the same style in posing their hands ya.. lolx. There are other pictures taken at the airport 1. For more pictures, please refer to ...

I have been placed in the business class. wow, fantastic.

想用一用华语。[If you don't know how to read mandarin, Do find a translator=) ] 在飞机上的时候，自己的确被招待得超棒。。一直吃一直吃。。non-stop, i think i really really gained weight in the flight from Kuala Lumpur to Toronto.. lolx

这些就是我在飞机上吃的食物，也就是所谓的“飞机餐”。。其实我吃到蛮怕，在我从加拿大回马来西亚的班机里，我要禁食！！开玩笑啦，吕彤灵叻，哪里可能。哈哈。

第二天

是的，我正在介绍我第一次用加币买的东西-一瓶水。说真的，我真的很搞不清楚该怎么用。Got 1 cent, 5cents, 10cents AND 25 CENTS. I couldn't recognize the coins well. OMG.

这是我在加拿大的第一餐。天啊，快餐？？！！！我不要。。。这里的快餐没有辣椒酱的。怎么办，我没有辣椒?!

I want to say that I'm not act cool in this picture ya. 我呢，是在旅店楼下等老师来。我们大家的行李可真多啊。可以想象说多伦多也是这样的热天气吗？是的，它有阳光=）

就来谈谈我的房间

下回再谈:) 同一时间同一频道，敬请准时游览哦=)

我脸的面积颇大

2008-08-17T08:13:00.000-07:00

8 月 16 日

我想对来我家的人说声-“谢谢"

谢谢那些百忙中抽空来我家的人
谢谢那些把“心思”送给我的人
谢谢那些给我深深给我祝福的人

我会好好照顾自己的。虽然现在我这样说还真的有点言之过早，因为我怎么确定自己能适应呢？
凡事都有个起头。当我已经在起跑点准备时，我又岂能在知道一路上的荆棘而害怕？

对不起因为我让好几人都迷路了，来我家犹如闯入迷宫的感觉。
很谢谢大家送我的礼物
有婷婷，沁凯和宝玲送的祝福卡片。那是一张完完全全纯手工制造的卡片。绝绝对对市场上买不到，还独一无二的哦。它承载着说有朋友给我的叮嘱，祝福及关心。我知道大家都很关心我（有一点点ss :P)，我会尽力做到最好。虽然我可能无法把别出心裁的卡片一起带走，但，那份心意，我，收到了。。。会一直一直把它放在心里的。
有沁惠送的情侣锁匙圈。原来，大家都这么想把我推销出去。（应该没那么早找男朋友啦，哈哈）。
有一群朋友们送我的围巾和帽子。真得很谢谢你们送我这两样东西，它们会让我加倍想念在这里的家人和朋友。你们的关心会随着我用着它们烫熨着我的心哦^^
有一首很感动的歌。那首歌是由一位“神秘嘉宾”唱的。我一直都觉得她唱歌很好听嘛。。哈哈。谢谢你赶来。我知道你真的是赶来赶去的。赶了一场接一场。。虽然你出场的方式都是“惊喜”的，但我真的很谢谢你。意料不到的。自弹自唱不容易，但你做到了，做得很棒！=）掌声鼓励鼓励。。。12,123,1234,12...ong syn-yi, thank you.
有薇敏送我的笔记本。那本笔记本很漂亮，是以olympic的欢欢为封面。里面都是颜色的哦。一开始我并没注意到里头写有文字。仔细一看，谢谢你，薇敏。。。感人肺腑的一席话，让我深省，让我谨记。
有四份信件。分别由宝玲，ong , irene，和沁凯送的。。。所有的内容，我都很感动。

我心里收到的感动已无法用言语来表达。

谢谢你们大家。。

谢谢。。。to be continued~~

my plan gone...

2008-05-02T07:32:00.000-07:00

I plan i can have wonderful breakfast at "hao zai lai" with my friends. then, we go convent 2gether, take some memorable pictures. We go eat rojak at tanjung then finally go "medan bakar sabak awor" at bakariah... HOWEVER, my plan GONE. what's the reason?? i dunno. my FACE is not big enough.Huicheng got class. Soh ne cannot, she ll take her breakfast at home. SHiying needs to accompany her mum, pl n ong see 1st, hui yee not sure yet, tingting not sure she can wake up so early onot, huijing has no transport, peichin got something on. really sad T.T. i went to hao zai lai there around 9am. Hui chin was the only one who arrived there. We really had a nice chat. We talked about our college life.
i tried to text stt to make sure whether she come onot. She replied me, "u all finished already".. i replied "erm, r u coming?" i think she might misunderstood that i answered yes but in case she also knew the truth. she sent me" i think i'm not coming. paiseh"...
After that, both of us walked from hao zai lai to Convent... such a long long journey... we received our SPM cert. Our ex-biology teac might think that we just graduated. She asked about our result. OMg.
i went to salon to cut my hair 2day. hehe.. he asked me whether i'm gradute onot. i answered that i'm studying in college now. he said i looked like secondary student. haha. damn happy de. either he did it for his business or he really feel like that, thank you. this is the best compliment i ever received.
stt asked me whether i'm free onot this afternoon. she came to fetch me around 2pm. we went to tanjung to "spoilt" our fingers. hahaha. nola, actually we did some drawings on the photo album. That photo album is the present stt wants to give liling. So good to see her become "you xin de ren" again.
After that, we went to "The Store" to find liling. we thought we might spend 30min to find out which department liling works on. NO. We straight away see her when we stepped into "The Store". Stt pretended that she wants to buy chocolate but actually i passed the photo album to liling when she was paying the bill.
When Osy came, She went to "Watson" to buy the chocolate. she straight away gave to liling too.
OSY, STT n ME had a "complicated, n kang ka"'s conversation.. nope is "discussion" at MC.
i dunno how to explain that feelings. suan suan de. y good friends can turn out like this? y they want to follow me n pl?? WHY WHY WHY? i told Osy that “当一片镜子碎成两半时，它就有裂痕了。即使你把它重新拼在一起，它始终都有裂痕。”osy answered me that"then, 不用连在一起啦”。我很kap地答她:"不管怎样，裂痕总好过碎片。。。”无置可否，我真得很想帮他们和好。。。osy said pohlin asked her an "interesting"ques... “你打算要和婷婷和好吗？”炸到。。差一点要吐血。结果，ong 问说晚上要不要一起吃晚餐。原因很特殊。她和婷婷开始了一段令我又要再度吐血的对话。非常好笑。。也非常令人听了心酸。朋友需要这样吗？

count down-- 25 days

2008-04-24T08:13:00.000-07:00

We just left 25 days for our ICPU course.. Yea. so fast...

my unit's network connection is sucks.

it can disconnect few times within a minute. i dunno why... so geram..

nearly lost my wallet 2day.. luckily i dropped at ridzuan.. i'm so blur indeed.

one song can be considered as famous in my room...

傻瓜

傻瓜，我们都一样
被爱情伤了又伤
相信这个他不一样
却有再一次受伤

傻瓜，我们都一样
受了伤却不投降
相信付出会有代价
代价只是一句傻瓜

很讽刺的一首歌，也许世上真的有很多傻瓜，但试问傻瓜的存在是否代表着每个人都甘愿做傻瓜？傻瓜，可能我也是其中之一吧。

~~Memories..

2008-04-21T07:26:00.000-07:00

today..

i expect i will say GOOD BYE to my geo's project.. but out presentation format was rejected by Ms.Foo. she said my groupmate was playing a big role in the presentation. MS.fOO said we need to redo our presentation on wed. sadddd... how paiseh and sarcastic it is. what should i do...

this is my geo's project... DAmn huge...

yeah, today is grace's birthday...

yea, we celebrated for her in Sunway Pyramid...

first, reuben, siew lung, grace and me went to Ace HArdware shop to buy our physics project's materials. haiz... we didn't get a lot of stuffs from there lo.. we went to Toy City. hehe.. we found out one "couple" were sitting right in front of hardware shop.. lolx..then, we went to Jusco to buy the plastic spoon and the chopsticks. haha.. we have fun there!

hehe... these two small "KIDS" were Grace and Reuben... they were playing in the Jusco's playground..

After that, we took our dinner at the Barbeque plaza there.. yeah.. very nice... i love there. all of us have a picture before we "fight" for the foods.. hehe.. this is the first time i went to Sunway pyramid with so many people.. We gave Grace a not surprise party as she knew the birthday cakes were carrying out from the mirror's reflection. After that, we have some fun at the Giant... We all were keep playing like small kids.. lolx.. haha.. then, we went to the candy's shop.. we ate different kinds of candies but some of them bought either the candies or the suan mei lo...

RElaX

2008-04-13T08:56:00.000-07:00

i must RELAX. i know this maybe is an impossible task for me. some things are going on this week. hehe... i HAD decided to go and buy bus ticket tomorrow.. haha.. i don't want to wait until Friday only buy my bus ticket. i don't want to wait like a stupid in Puduraya. no way man.

haha.. Hau still in Project Superstar. haha. he haven't out yet. I support Nicole and Hau. jia you. I hope both of them can achieve excellent results lo. all the best.

haiz.. i dunno how to handle my Physics project ya. so sienzzz... i think my group needs to go for the hardware shop to find the woods we need lo.if not, we can't even start our project la..

embarassing...

2008-04-12T10:13:00.000-07:00

i dunno how to describe 2day

i didnt go back to Muar this week coz i think it really spends plenty of time for me to take bus from taylors to pudur, from pudur, i need to wait for the bus to go abck to muar. It almost took me about 4 hours from KL to Muar. that's why i'm thinking whether i should go back to Muar or not. Muar got my family and friends. sometimes, i get hurt during any gathering. Really damn Sad. but, i dunno why everytimes i always be the one who say "SoRRy"? i don't understand what people treat about the care and sincere I gave upon our friendship. DO they really care? I hope they care. I really hope that they would know they have a friend called thon lin.

today, i went for a birthday gathering at Shabu Shabu-puchong. i had a good and full dinner there. however, i'm so embarassed when they read out the blessings i gave to the birthday guy. omg, damn paiseh. blushing. i don't like people read out what i wrote no matter in what form. then, when someone gave present to one friend, i lagi paiseh. i stucked there as i'm not involved in giving that friend's present. i'm not sharing with them while i also haven buy a present for her... OMG... :(

everyone cares for their relationship no matter is with their couple, friends or family.

cherish everyone... those memories will keep in your heart forever.

thonlin

what happened?

2008-04-08T07:39:00.000-07:00

today is my lucky day as I got full marks in my Eng4u test and Physics quiz... damn happy. i always kena potong 3 marks for my previous physics quizzes.. i felt so hAPpy when i received the quiz paper from my physics lecturer. thanks ms. sofina. haha.

i will have a PHysics unit test tomorrow. pa pa:( although it just consists of chapter 7 and chapter 8, but it still has many formula to memorize and devicessss. yea, i hate those devices. what cyclotron, velocity selector... and etc. my memory is going to FULL.... i know everyone works hard on it. erm, what i want to tell is as long as u did your best in your test, do now worry about it anymore. no emo ya. try your BEST :)

thonlin-8 april 08

happy valentine's day

2008-02-15T06:55:00.000-08:00

Valentine had just passed. i'm single, yet, i received a ROSE from someone called TONY. tony is just an "abstract" guy. sweat... siau hui was just stayed at her house, she told me, so pathetic. sin kai, i tink she will enjoy it. i heard about someone love story, if she accidentally read this blog, just want to tell her that, if YOU meet the guy who really loves you, don't care how old is he.. as long as he loves you... it's more than enough. every girls are ask for it. haha, me also quite pathetic. i just ate a pack of instant noodles in my unit. therefore, my roommates and me are aim for 14 february next year... NO SINGLE... hahahahahha